I don't attend college anymore and I started working at a news station called KTXS in Abilene.
A little over 2 months ago I moved to Abilene (July 23rd) to start my different, new way of living.
I didn't know what to expect but I was definitely excited.
The day before my dad and brother left I started having doubts and mixed feelings about the whole move and change, yet they still left because it was happening.
My mom stayed a few days after they left to help me get settled in and not feel as overwhelmed.
Monday, July 26th I started my first day at work.
I started on Camera's even though my boss told me I would start on Teleprompter.
I thought it was awesome to start on camera's.
My first 2 days I trained with a guy named Chance (who made my feel completely comfortable).
After the first 2 weeks I already knew cameras and prompter and I felt like I was getting the hang of it, work that was.
Now the living on my own part, not so much.
I would come home and weep of loneliness or just the fact that I was scared.
I decided that work was my "family", my comfort zone.
The guys of course make fun of me, call me weird, awkward, needy, and much more.
I've invited the guys to come over and have pizza.
Brandon, Chance, Tyler, and I go play football after work.
Hang out on break and watch the TV channels that the guys like to watch since I'm out-numbered haha.
Life wasn't easy still.
Breaking up with the boyfriend, saving up money, doing what I wanted, not many friends anymore, having the freedom, boredom, but yet nothing was easy.
Of course I didn't give up.
I feel as if I'm finally in the strongest stage yet.
I'm doing alright for being a "noobie" at this whole living on your own thing (definitely not like college).
(Just a little note for everyone to know how I'm doing).
I'm so glad you seem to be adjusting to your new life. You also seem to be growing up quickly.
ReplyDeleteI can't think of anything (short of marriage and kids) that matures a single person faster than living alone and working. I couldn't imagine doing that before I was twenty. Kudos! And personally, I don't think anyone is ready for that kind of life when they start it. It definitely takes a while to grow into.
I'm so proud of your progress at work and the strong woman you are so obviously becoming. (I realize that sounded very "mom"-ish, but I'm already at school and in teacher-mode, so it happens!) :)
Love you!
Courtney
Do you know how incredibly proud I am of you? (and always have been!)
ReplyDeleteI remember watching a shy 10 year old little blonde walking into piano recitals with the courage of a giant mastering her musical piece. I remember watching a teenager, nicknamed Butter, tumbling and cheering with confidence in front of the judges in a packed coliseum of thousands.
With your first two jobs, (Sonic & RoughRiders)I remember how you earned the respect of your managers and took on more responsibilities with every shift.
Now, I see a young adult, fighting back self doubt and replacing it with determination; a young lady with a drive to succeed while utilizing her strong work ethic.
From your earliest years, I saw your courage, quiet confidence, and determination. All of which are serving you well as you have begun your "new" life.
Know that your dad and I love you so very much and will always be here to support and encourage you. Know that you are always in my prayers. God has a plan for you so ASK & TRUST Him for His guidance.
MOM
Ashley, I'm also adjusting to life on my own. I do rely on God to fill that empty hole in my life with the sweet fellowship of His Presence. I know He will be with both of us as we learn this new lifestyle. My prayers are with you.
ReplyDeleteLove,
Aunt Penny