[Around the middle of March I had moved back home, quit my job, and lost a lot of friends. If it were up to me at that moment in time I would have chosen to like my job, my living environment would be up to my standards, and I would have a bunch of friends that were loyal to me.] After all of this I felt as if I had very little left in my life... so I thought. When I moved back I began to feel lonely and hopeless about what I was suppose to do with my life. As I read these books it kept talking about men and relationships and guarding your heart and I was just so confused. I thought to myself why would God want me to be reading these books... maybe I misunderstood what God wanted me to read. I closed the book and looked at the cover and then it hit me, "Captivating"! The feeling of loneliness was gone, I felt loved and captivated by Him. Like a little girl with no worries of the world, I felt peace with myself.
Looking back at about 3 months ago now, I wouldn't have changed a thing. Although I am living with my parents (which is a big step back for me and where I was in my life for 8 months) I am very blessed to have them to help me live my life in the best and healthiest way possible. Not only am I blessed for having a loving family but I have an eternal love from God that makes me feel captivated by Him daily.
With that I say happy Father's Day to my earthly father, Scott Butler, and my heavenly Father! You comfort me daily and provide the knowledge to get me through my daily walk!
